Yes I was thinking about it. Yes I was afraid. A trek after almost 10 years! I had gained like 20 kg of weight since my last trek. Was I fit enough? Will I e ale to walk? Will I be able to breathe? Will I stay alive? It sounds silly now but the storm in my head was very real then. I was full of doubts and short of confidence. But there was low, suppressed voice inside that was telling me to go ahead with it. And everything became quiet once I said yes. All the chaos came to peace like this clear still water. I was excited like never before and couldn't wait for the trek!