And to those juggleries of living in pg, away from home, in the new city, full of pace and unknown people and the world open, what kept me motivated was the love of my life... That one special person who mattered more than anyone and anything else... Be it an in a world called online.
1st January, I shifted to Ahmedabad city, one of the largest and the most chaotic of the Gujarat state, my professional journey from being a student to a business professional. That person was with me since my college time for 4 years and had seen me grow from that teenage College student to the person I was entering into the office.
In the new city, new people and new lifestyle I had to adapt, he was the only constant thing of my life. It so happened that on 17th Feb, we had some accident and we lost each other. I don't hate him for leaving me. Or I don't regret any single moment spent with him, but for some days, it felt like the world collapsed. In the city of fast-moving vehicles and soo much Chaos, every new people I met and every day the office hours I spent, were just for the sake of.
On the 22nd and 23rd of Feb, was my planned concerts with that special one and I initially was to cancel the plan. But then, I got to go to the concerts at DAIICT all alone. In the beautiful EDM OF Nucleya and the Bollywood night of Amit Trivedi, it would have been the best of the journey with the partner.
No regrets about being alone. Both the Music nights alone, with the chaos and unknown people, in a place where everyone was making group memories, this is where I was healing. Those two nights, being alone in the party, with no one around to be called mine... Was when it gave me the confidence to conquer things all alone.
And then came pandemic and the work from home. In the time, where I was lost, the best thing that could have ever happened was pandemic.
I live in a place surrounded by lots of beaches and religious things. That is Mithapur. I got to stay home, with the dearest family and got to see new sunrise and sunset for almost a year at my favorite place, my Mithapur beach.
Dwarka and bet Dwarka are religious but way more beautiful for Thalassophiles. And Mithapur beach that is 3km from my home, is amongst the best beach.
The beach that had my childhood, that has my griefs, that has my happiness. The waves that hear me and keeps my secret, gave me strength and the sunshine that says you always got to smile and shine. The night at the beach that life will always not be peaceful but you got to enjoy it. And that's where I heal, I grew as a person and I got my pandemic and heartbreak more enjoyable.
The heartbreaks might be normal, but this was the only worst thing that ever happened in my life. Those nights, stupid thoughts, witty pillow covers, and life around were not easy at all.
The additional healing was by the scuba diving. It is definitely the best thing, one can ever experience. Yes I was a diver before, but that one time of scuba diving at the Shivrajpur beach, healed me more than 90%.
The daily sunrise at the beach taught me new lessons every day and in the daytime, I used to get a lot of pampering from my parents as I was home after 6years. ( Was not living with my parents in my hometown for study purposes) and the sunsets said that the most beautiful endings are yet to come and this is where I found myself with the Tripoto storytellers opportunity.
Today I write this, that you girl or boy whoever is reading this, is the strongest person in the World and can conquer anything you want. With some love, some pampering, some struggles, and a lot more hard work.
Here I stand, having lots of savings and again ready to explore the pace, the chaos, the city life and conquer things, to swim, to workout and to live a life like never before.
Here I stand to travel to places and this was the journey where I got broken, got into a pandemic, earned, saved, loved, and ready to travel.