Do what your heart says.
When I decided to go on a solo trip it was a complete intuition based decision. I did feel scared but the gush of excitement overtook everything. Sometimes, all you need to take is that call and leave everything behind because trust me things will never go the way you want them to but I guess it is okay to endure the challenges and keep moving ahead.
Even if you plan everything in advance things will get hectic unanticipated challenges will follow you on your journey but I guess that's life's way of teaching you.
My first stop was in Delhi. I planned out my day in advance, I thought everything was under cover but the day turned out to be the exact opposite of how I imagined it to be.
I stayed at my friend's place for the night and next day woke up with a sore eye. I was barely able to see anything plus it was raining like cats and dogs. I was excited to go outside and explore but life had other plans. I felt bad at first but couldn't do much about it so I took proper rest and went with the flow.
Life becomes satisfying when you start cherishing those small moments and be grateful for them. It doesn't necessarily have to be exactly how you imagined so take some learning lessons from reality.